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[Nov. 8th, 2009|08:59 pm] |
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| | LOVE LIKE THIS-SS501 | ] |
now i know, you're a liar too.
the best liar. even better than anyone.
luckily i stopped in time. and luckily, thank whoever, because im not blind.
i think you know why i did it. i obviously did.not.forget.
its the time of the year...the time where people starts inviting you to random parties or gathering.
funny. im conincidentally not free for all.
a blessing in disguise?
and like what she said.
"its better to keep your mouth shut.现在很多人等着你死"
but then again. i rather it be like this...
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[Oct. 25th, 2009|11:05 am] |
time flies, in a flash, my last lesson in raymond's was over.
i'll go back. visit. sit in. enjoy the noise. lols.
tomorrow...tomorrow. |
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[Oct. 7th, 2009|03:46 pm] |
cause you are the world in my eyes.
today is wednesday. 2 more days to graduation.
which means 2 more weeks to o levels.
which means im screwed if im still slacking.
but at least im not.
hahah have jiaxuan (:
i spent the last few days of block periods talking drawing and really really listening.
haha jiaxuan i love today's red and purple conversation (:
going to have to study now.
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| so helpless.so.very.helpless. |
[Oct. 4th, 2009|09:49 pm] |
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| | 煽動-蘇打綠 | ] |
无所谓短暂无所谓永久
无所谓快乐会紧接着伤痛
无所谓挥霍无所谓冲动
只要能够曾经感动
写一句短诗写一部小说
只要一秒精彩就能够隽永
写一种回忆无论过多久
我都能够微笑泪流
SS501- pronouced as double s five-oh-one. SS means superstar and 501 means although there's 5 of them, they are together as one.
spent the day studying at the airport, with adorable kids running around me, it felt like paradise (:
i cant wait for my job after o levels.
plus my plannssss,OUR PLANS! and FRANCE AND SWITZERLAND. XD
right now, i just have to buck up and concentrate. stop watching dramas, stop using computer cause i have my itouch (: and because i have...you
好无助
我要让三个礼拜就这样过了吗？ |
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| 黄璜荒荒皇晃慌湟谎 |
[Oct. 3rd, 2009|04:47 pm] |
珍惜一切才能争取到你要的幸福，你一点都不珍惜，还想要求什么屁幸福
继续装可怜吧。你看还有谁会理。
我之前真是太笨，才会相信，世界上有个东西叫-体谅。笨的到去相信人会变。笨的到去相信你的谎言。
你不懂。而我也不想让你懂。
in a mess now.
what am i doing?
你根本不管，那我还准备那么多干嘛？
all my preparations, may/will be wasted.
but i dont care.
because,my aim now is o levels.
我不会被某些人而分心，我不会因为某些人伤心
along the way, you will lose and gain.
im being selfish, by losing you, and gaining my results.
sacrifices like that have to be made.
because i've thought of it, even if i die, nobody will remember me.
because, im alone. i've been alone and i will be alone.
so if you want to scream at me just because i sat on your oh-so-big chair, go ahead.
since you only want to pick friends
since you think that is the only way out
and i obviously because im too stupid to be your friend is not on your list, go ahead.
laugh at me cause you have an A and i have a F.
laugh,because you'll never understand the feeling, of being at the bottom of the pit, with no one but yourself, and only yourself can bring you out. |
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[Sep. 28th, 2009|05:16 pm] |
我其实不想说但埋在心里很不舒服...
就是我觉得。。。那真的对我来说很没诚意。
你可能花了时间但对不起，这我不能接受
希望你听了之后不会难过
这。。。只是我自己个人的想法
而且，我觉得很没心意。。。因为不是。。。
算了
所了也不会有什么帮助，可能只会把两人之间的关系搞坏 |
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| I DONT WANT CHICKEN RICE. |
[Sep. 26th, 2009|05:57 pm] |
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totally suck. dont know what im doing.
why am i even typing this?
urgh my eye hurts. its watering and its going to be swollen again.
shit |
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[Sep. 21st, 2009|06:50 pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YU XIN, MY BELOVED DRUMMER (:
hahaha today is a special day (: because its a day after my birthday (hahahahhahaha) and it YUXIN'S birthday. going to catch 93.3 later (:
KBOX in the late morning till afternoon. and then we went to walk around at kallang leisure. took picture with the giant anniversary cake. and then headed down to bugis. haha neoprints. ( a long time since i did this ) and after that to iluma arcade. haha got high playing guitar and the then DRT? haahahaha i think its called that.
got my book (: and preordered my IPODTOUCH!!!!!!
yes yes, but i still have to wait 2 weeks. but its worth the wait xD |
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[Sep. 20th, 2009|07:18 pm] |
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| | 精舞门-罗志祥 | ] |
FU AND ALLY'S PRESENT. love the book inside (:
cant believe you girls ganged up with my mum. haha awesome day anyways (: thank you xD
hahahah had so much fun high-ing at the park, then going home to compose, and then birthday cake xD
have to thank marianne ( who thinks im a bird. hahahah ) joyce. (haha you remembered uh. or was it facebook who reminded you?),nabilah,chip, ( who totally almost forgot haha ),vivi, and then that BIBI, klarissa and then wenjie. haha oh oh and leonie! long time no contact, haha thanks for your wishes (:
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[Sep. 20th, 2009|12:06 pm] |
hahah xD
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| 把你宠坏 |
[Sep. 20th, 2009|10:17 am] |
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200902009 (:
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee a long day yesterday. first tuition. jorene gave me this shirt. haha thank you thank you. met up with doorbellz after that. headed down to orchard. i wanna thank px, kenny and shihui. haha they are damn nice friends. although we were not like close at all but i can feel the friendship between us. especially when i failed to get into the cinema AGAIN. and they tried to help. well at least today i end the trill of being able to try to sneak into a NC16 movie. heh.
well first thanks to kenny and shihui ( hopefully correct) because they were the first to wish me. ( haha after much whispering ) (:
and after that headed to hwa chong. that cool fountain. (: haha one thing that made me feel good. and there at hwa chong doorbellz's friend wished me as well. THANKS (: haha although we dont even know each other. actually yesterday i felt so small. surrounded by 'grown ups' but then again i was well taken care of (:
把你宠坏了啦！at hwa chong got to play with the cool but heavy camera. haha.
headed home after that. recieved a message from ZHI QI. haha actually his facebook is probably screwed. he saw my birthday as 19th september. but nevermind. haha surprised that he wished me. but thank you ex-classmate(: then yuxin, who was afraid that she would not make it to 12. haha.
haha surprising banana was first to wish me. not bad you muddle head. hahaha xD
then bitterpea. ( HAHAHA i havent used this name for a LONG LONG TIME )
that stupid 金光闪闪的千金大小姐. haha okay okay not stupid xD
and then fuuuuu, kimberley, janice, hildy, steffi, vaughn, and then silly sally. HAHAHA "i dreamt that i wished you happy birthday, so happy birthday " aww silly girl. haha love you (: and then wendy ( who is utterly dissappointed im not going japan. oops xD ) and then yuxin again. hha, her long happy birthday song. haha kahmin's 20/09/2009 message. xD
thanks (: and then chrystal's facebook message also. thanks.
the number of wishes from my friends doesnt matter. im happy and that matters most (:
althoght im secretly wishing i'll get wishes from two person. |
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| Im just in love~ GLAYYYY. Once in my life |
[Sep. 18th, 2009|08:56 pm] |
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Oh we go by the month and the year. BUT ITS ONLY 48 HOURS. (roll eye) Haha thanks guys (: its been awesome spending the past 2 years with you all. Thanks for all the dalessssss. Cup and all (: I’ll treasure it like crazy. I know today’s not my birthday yet. I know someone called me a lucky bitch cause my birthday falls on hari raya. But I know it truly in my heart that even without winning priority tickets to SODAGREEN that I’ll feel like the luckiest person today tomorrow and Sunday. Because I know, I have the most awesome friends standing by me. Thank you kah min wendy mavis ju ih and xinyi (: especially you three kahmin mavis and wendy. Spending time together going home after school. I have never ever felt so fortunate to have friends going home with me. To smile with me, to let me scold them for the fun of it and to always STAND BY ME. ( I know you’ve been evil to wendy but you’re forgiven xD ) 
2 years is never too short. Never too short. Even thought I have only been close to you guys late this year, we’ve really bonded well. It will be remembered in yun ying ying’s heart. FOREVER. (:
You guys totally made my day.
Maybe because a year have passed. Maybe just because just because we’ve been through so much.
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[Sep. 17th, 2009|04:57 pm] |
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last paper tomorrow.
it seems like the last paper for o levels -.-
farewell is coming. zzzz. 3 weeks.
and in a flash, o levels will be here. and then bye bye. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2009|02:44 pm] |
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im drained.
to my max.
i cant carry on anymore. |
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[Sep. 13th, 2009|07:50 pm] |
can i tell you? : 任他们说他们看我都不管
我只要宣布爱你的人就是我
today is productive (:
but everything seem to fly out of my head after.... |
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| 追過夢的放肆穿過多少生死卻假裝若無其事 |
[Sep. 12th, 2009|01:05 pm] |
damn upset ):
my ipod totally died.
it served me for 4 years ): 4 straight years and then it died on 090909.
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ):
its ironic that im listening to this song now-.-
感觉离别前两颗心在一起
我们抱在怀里
我们不想言语
今天以后留下回忆
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[Sep. 11th, 2009|05:42 pm] |
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3 hours tuition today was rather productive.
together with 2 hours of chemistry in the morning.
I LOVE 我。自己! (:
HAHAHA ALLY ROCKS (: love love (:
im getting hungry.... ):
such a pig. hahah |
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| 因為有你因為有你變換整個場景 那憂鬱好像可有可無的道具 |
[Sep. 9th, 2009|10:44 am] |
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| | 离开地球表面-五月天 | ] |
烂机车又熄火烂电话不通烂藉口烂朋友好烂的生活
我没钱没成就但是我有梦我很狂我很疯我为自己活
毓玲小姐：
我要说的是，只有自己能给自己快乐。知道吗。
只有自己能给自己快乐
JUMP JUMP JUMP.
i hate the holiday. cause i become complacent of the time i have.
and then i dont study. urgh.
tsk tsk.
090909
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBERLEY. haha. |
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[Sep. 8th, 2009|03:03 pm] |
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| | 暗恋-张智成 | ] |
不小心的沉默不想让你太难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角
i remember slacking the entire day yesterday hahahaha.
ended up conference called and fuhui, that funny person made me laugh like crazy.
FUHUI: ehhh alyssa where are you?
I CUT MY HAIR AGAIN (:
hahaha the hairdresser was damn funny
and she helped me style my hair (: |
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